i started thinking about Coco, and started tearing unknowingly.

I somehow wish Xuan wasn't so far away... cos she's the first person i would call, first shoulder i would cry on, and also cos she knows exactly what i'm feeling..

yea, Coco isn't my dog, but i've grown so emotionally attached to her these 6 years that i feel like i know her. How she comes bounding up to me and licks my face every single time i visit. She would lie on the floor and wait for me to scratch her tummy.

It was really sad, the day she changed owner. She was tearing the entire journey in the van. It was so damn heartbreaking i swear.


Anyway, school holidays are here! Its busier here than Santa Claus during Christmas, seriously!
Ended up with a headache just before I left. Popped a Panadol Extra and headed home.. My bf doesn't approve of medicines, he prefers...the self-cure. haha. Apparently, my threshold for pain isn't as high as his.

Celebrated my mum's belated birthday and mother's day yesterday! Had chilli crab, johnson duck, homecooked dishes AND ICE CREAM CAKE! :)

I still feel the high from Man Utd winning the DOUBLE! FERGUSON IS AMAZING!!

Clay Aiken's album is on shuffle & repeat mode. Can't get enough of that angelic voice.
One of my students says the sweetest things, and he/she cheers me up every single day! Especially when I get so frustrated and flustered, it's a good distraction.


Mdm Heng asked me before, whether I felt a bit paranoid or scared about settling down since my parents divorced, and my dad remarried. Whether the whole experience unravelling before me would turn me off a little bit.
I was thinking then I realised that yea, it does..a little i guess. just to a certain extent.
But I feel even more determined that I should make my own happy ending. that some things can be controlled, some things are within our grasp. i don't know what to make of the word "fate" sometimes.


Meredith: [voiceover] At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. Its like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And its not so important, happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away.